i've been backsliding. i really have. i havent touched QT for such a long time. i havent said a proper prayer to the Lord in ages. try as i might, i cant seem to feel His presence. i know it's my fault. i don't know why it's so difficult for me to just set out a few mins each day to talk to Him. i can be watching the most boring, incoherent, senseless tv show or walking ard my house aimlessly the entire day, and still not find time for Him. i guess it's not a matter of finding time. it's more of a i don't feel like it than a i don't have time. why?? why is it i can never repay His goodness and His mercy with obedience? why do i keep straying? why?? i feel so irritated with myself. He has done SO MUCH for my family and me. much more than anyone can ever imagine. yet this is how i repay Him - with insincere prayers and utter disrespect for my parents.
You kept Your promise to me.
it's time i keep mine too.
i'm sorry, Lord.
i'm sorry.
please forgive me.
Name: Vanessa
Bdae: 081085
Contact: stinky_pillow@hotmail.com
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Food: ice-cream * chocolates * chewy sweets * pizza * cheese * hotdogs * all the nice yummy junk food
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People: still on my quest to love everybody!!
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