oh mymy.. it seems like a decillion years since i last blogged. harhar~ budden again.. there's really not been anything much to blog about anyway.. actually.. i still have nothing to blog about.. but i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. harhar~
the feeling of not having to study for the next few weeks is just plain shiok. i think i stressed myself out quite a bit this term.. i put a lot of pressure on myself to do well.. or at least better than all the shitty grades i've been getting. all i can say's that sometimes consistency isnt exactly the key. i mean i was so freakin constant with my readings and all.. but somehow i'm very slow when it comes to absorbing and remembering facts it doesnt really matter that i'm ahead of most of my friends in my readings cos at the end of the day, they get either the same grades/do better than me. it's demoralising. that's all i can say. it makes u wonder why u even bother putting in so much effort; why pple are so lucky they can do well without even doing half as much; why u can understand most of the stuff u're studying, but not be able to churn it out during the exams. sigh.
i think i've got a damn bad case of exam jitters. or for this term at least. chris thinks it's cos i put too much pressure on myself.. but if i dun, then i'm gonna get shitty grades again. BUT even when i do put pressure on myself, it doesnt feel like i'm gonna do much better than when i dun really bother.
oh well. we'll see the end results soon enough when i get my grades back. then i'll confirm with u guys my conclusion about consistency. harhar~
Name: Vanessa
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Contact: stinky_pillow@hotmail.com
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