i've been such a bad christian.. i said the F word in front of hairy and nok on monday! (although i really DIDN'T mean it) but it still came out either way.. and it was over such a STUPID, TRIVIAL, MINOR thing!
the 3 of us were playing in stacey's pool on monday and hairy went to splash water on my face.. and for some weird reason, i happily went, "what the F**K?!" it almost seemed as though i had no control over my mouth/something! and for a moment, all 3 of us were just stunned.. until i went, "did i just say the F word?" and hairy was like, "yeah..."
wah kaoz.. i seriously have no idea why that word even came out! i mean.. normally i would have just went "wah lau!" or "ooooeeeiiii!!" or something along those lines.. but to say the F word?? over such a stupid thing summore?? i felt so horrible.. cos even if it was just a slip of the tongue, i shouldn't even be uttering such words! in front of boys! who are CHRISTIANS!!! urrrgrhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
but i apologised to hairy after that.. didn't get a chance to the same for nok though.. shall do that on sunday..
sigh.. please help me watch my words, Lord. please..
Name: Vanessa
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