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Saturday, April 23, 2005

gah... just when i was still rejoicing over "return of my lappy's wireless connection" the blardee thing had to cock up again.. so now i'm stuck with the desktop.. urgh...

went to the beach with chris and faith yesterday.. didn't dare tell my mum that it was gonna be just the 2 of us cos i have this feeling she doesn't really believe me when i say we're just good friends. so i had to bluff her by saying that we were going as a group. not that i feel good abt lying.. i just feel she doesn't trust me enough to believe that the 2 of us are really good friends. she's told me not to lead him on quite a no. of times already despite the fact that i've clearly stated he calls me BUDDY. i mean which guy in the right mind would call the love of his life buddy?!

so aniwae.. we had a really fun time running along the coast with faith chasing after us.. harhar! she's soooo cute!! then her ears kept flapping up and down like some butterfly! heehee.. damn cute! but she was really scared to swim out into the waters.. she'd paddle paddle paddle a bit.. then suddenly turn back when it got slightly deeper.. harhar! scaredy dog.. and she puked and diarroheaed.. eeeeww.. harhar.. hairy said it's cos she drank too much sea water.. harhar~ but she's really damn cute!

and then we met this ang moh guy who was OBVIOUSLY having an extra-marital affair, and NOT even feeling the least bit remourseful abt it. we were at the carpark getting ready to go home when he and his spg came along and started coo-ing over faith.. and then he started talking abt how he has dunno how many retrievers and 7 cats at home and blarblarblar.. and that he recently got a retriever puppy for his PREGNANT WIFE (and he immediately pointed at the spg and went, "NOT this one." like wth???!!! how freakin blatant can you get?!).. and that spg just stood there smiling like it's the norm to be sleeping with a PREGNANT somebody else's husband..

and it's a real pity cos for starters, that guy wasn't even hot - read: he had a freakin POT BELLY, chest hair, stomach hair, and he looked like he was in his late 30s. and the girl.. i dun mean to sound lesbo/anything liddat.. but she was pretty hot stuff.. only thing's that she's been sleeping ard with a father-to-be since God noes when. geeez.. how can anyone do such a thing and still be so open abt it?! seriously shameless..

and since i'm in the ranting and raving mood.. my mum and i kinda quarreled this morn over my swimming in the sea yesterday. yar.. can you believe it?! we were quarreling over something as trivial as that. she was going on and on abt how u never noe when the currents will just suddenly suck you in and even the best swimmers also drown and yadah yadah yadah.. i was like.. oh c'mon! you seriously NEED TO LIGHTEN UP! i noe these kinda freak accidents do happen.. but u can't possibly stop living and having fun just cos of that right?! i mean i seriously dun see the point in trying so desperately hard to prolong ur stay on this earth if it's gonna be at the expense of not being able to do this and that cos it might just end ur life there and then. yar.. i noe i have pple ard me who love me and care for me.. so i shouldn't be so selfish and live for myself by indulging in my what the parentals would classify as "crazy" activities like swimming across the straits of batam. ok.. so fine. i did give that one up cos i could see how it had sent the both of you into an abyssal of fear.

but when it starts becoming so absurd as to not being able to even take a dip in waters cos i might drown, i seriously think you need to reconsider what you're talking abt. i noe you really love me and will do anything to protect me. i appreciate that. i really do. but sometimes u've just gotta learn to let up a little. i mean it's almost coming to the point - well actually it kinda has already - where i can't even go out to bask in the afternoon sun once in a while w/o hearing the usual complaints abt me being naturally tan, and unless i want to be mistaken as a malay for the rest of my life, i should stay in the shade as much as i can. and then there's the "you're gonna get skin cancer and premature skin aging if you keep exposing urself to the sun." thang as well.

what is a girl to do with such over-protective parents? i noe they have my welfare at heart.. which parent doesn't?

but sometimes too much just aint that good either.

Verbally Vindicated|10:18 AM|

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