it's funny how you learn to treasure your health, your 'wholeness', your everything after watching those charity shows for the nkf and heart foundation.. it just dawns on you how fortunate you are to be alive.. to have a whole body that is functioning properly.. and then suddenly you realise how superficial you have been, wishing so damn hard for a pair of skinnier legs, double eyelids, a smaller waist and blarblarblar..
sometimes i wish i could carry the pictures of these patients' sufferings with me 24/7 so the want for skinnier legs will never cross my mind.. it's so hard to arrive at a mutual understanding with your body when perfection in this world probably = a skinny model-like body + a pretty-as-audrey-hepburn-face.
why can't we just learn to accept ourselves for who we are?
why are we never contented with what we have?
when will i ever learn to LOVE ME?
Name: Vanessa
Bdae: 081085
Contact: stinky_pillow@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
Food: ice-cream * chocolates * chewy sweets * pizza * cheese * hotdogs * all the nice yummy junk food
Pastime: using my LAPTOP! daydreaming.. singing in the shower! lazing on my bed.. eating JUNK FOOD!!
People: my beloved family and close friends
[[*My Detests*]]
People: still on my quest to love everybody!!
Things: PROJECTS! hmwk! exams and tests! insects! AND having my period. harhar~
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