i'm currently reading this book called "Spellbound" and it's abt this woman who marries some rich, hot guy, but at the expense of her own dreams.. it's weird.. cos even though i've never even experienced what it's like to be married, i somehow am able relate to what she says.. her feelings.. her thoughts.. everything.
it made me start thinking abt MY future.. how life would be like after i get married (IF i even get married that is.) would i end up morphing into my other half? or would it be the other way ard? and should i marry a rich man of high status, would i haf to give up my comfortable t-shirt and jeans for toe-pinching-death-defying ferragamo stilettos, gucci fur coats and whatever else rich women adorn themselves with? would i remain faithful? would he remain faithful?
would i be happy?
commitment is such a scary thing. i get a bit jittery everytime i think abt having to remain with one man for the rest of my life. i doubt i'll be unfaithful. but i just wonder how i'll ever be able to survive facing the same person day in day out, everyday for the rest of my married life. i mean.. love does grow stale after a while. would we eventually end up having the relationship of housemates sharing the same bed only cos of a nuptial vow we made 10 years back?
i hope not.
i want a fairytale ending. i want to live HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
Name: Vanessa
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Contact: stinky_pillow@hotmail.com
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