argh.. is it me or does everyone else in SMU seem to be coping fine with uni life?? i'm struggling like shit it's not funny.
i can read up on my managerial accounting notes the night before, but still get LOST during the seminar; everybody has the same number of projects due, but i seem to be the only one struggling to balance projects with studying; fellow classmates can stay up till 1,2 am in the morn just to prepare themselves for the seminars later on in the day - i start dozing off at 10.30pm the night before; pple can just blurt out SENSIBLE, CORRECT answers (unlike my freaking red eraser eg..) during class, while i sit there in solitude, marvelling at the level of my stupidity.
i'm not trying to wallow in self pity, nor am i begging for reassurance from my friends that "everything's gonna be alright.. u just need time to adjust."
i just want to be like the rest. smart. confident. efficient.
Name: Vanessa
Bdae: 081085
Contact: stinky_pillow@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
Food: ice-cream * chocolates * chewy sweets * pizza * cheese * hotdogs * all the nice yummy junk food
Pastime: using my LAPTOP! daydreaming.. singing in the shower! lazing on my bed.. eating JUNK FOOD!!
People: my beloved family and close friends
[[*My Detests*]]
People: still on my quest to love everybody!!
Things: PROJECTS! hmwk! exams and tests! insects! AND having my period. harhar~
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